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| | After our second meeting, I experienced a strange but learning experience. At first I was all ecstatic enjoying my new, exciting knowledge. Still waiting for the next meeting and I thought about my girlfriend. At one point, a meeting with me, Agnes obscured all other aspects of my life. Fell into complacency and stopped others realize their goals. In other words, had become for me only my new girlfriend and everything else was irrelevant to me then. When he came the day of our meeting my emotions began to change rapidly. Fear took the place of excitement. From the very morning I was afraid that today, "something can not burn," and no way I could not dispel the thought itself. When it was evening and preparing for our dating, I was extremely worried. I must admit at this point that it greatly influenced my meeting. While for the first time, my dating was fun for me, I was relaxed and funny, this time I was extremely tense and stressed out. Why did it happen? Why my interest in a girl turned against me? Because let one area of my life (relationship with a girl) mask and pull me away from all other areas of my life (other objectives). This implied that the panic began to fear a loss of the girl thus everything in this period was important for me | | |